Mystery & Misery Of My Life

2007-09-07T22:22:00.000+08:00

10 Things Why I Love My Boyfriend

1 : He is cute

2 : Always makes me laugh

3 : Call me every single day,never ever missed 1 day since 02 June 04(he3)

4 : Can tolerate my attitude

5 : Never ever drag tinks for days(Settle it e day itself)

6 : Seldom show his temper

7 : Loving

8 : Kind Hearted

9 : He loved me,tats why i loved him

10 : He noes everytink abt me..He's evertink to me!!!!

2007-09-07T22:10:00.000+08:00

After so long..I havent update my blog..Im too bz with my werk.Wake up go to werk,finish werk go home slip..Tat is my daily routine..Im so damn tired..Haiyo..Im left with 1 week probation & also tiz coming week will be starting e fasting season...Tymes goes very fast..cant really enjoy my life..I have to werk hard for my future and my family.Remember do appreciate watever comes in ur lyfe coz u will never noe tat tink or someone is e one who god sent for u...Haiz...As year past im getting older have to tink abt my future soon..

2007-07-23T20:50:00.001+08:00

"Carousel,Royal Plaza"On 9th July 2007

Went outz with my SGH GFs for dinner.It is our 1 st pay.Hahaha,it was a wonderful experience for me.I couldnt imagine tat i haf spent arnd $50 for juz a dinner.And i sat there for juz a few hrs.I tink its less than 2 hrs lyke tat..Haha..But the food there are so damn damn delicious lor..Tak rugi.But truthfully after tat day onwards.I brought food from home to werk.To cover up my lost lor.Haaha...

2007-07-08T12:16:00.000+08:00

3 Weeks Of Orientation & Now Back To Werk!!!!

2007-06-17T20:52:00.001+08:00

2007-06-13T17:28:00.000+08:00

I was so stress up yesterday,so i decided to accompany my bro to buy his skool bag.We went to bugis den walk all the way from bugis to penisula.Den we had our window shopping @ Citylink.It was so tired actually.But i cant really stay at home coz i will tend to remember abt my tp.It kips on appering in my mind.Heading back to wdls arnd 7 pluz de we went to cwp,played arcade.Wakhaha,tat really makes me realise my stress.

Today i went for practical,my instructor said im improving.Esp on lane change.But i cant be so confident.I must note tat watever happens,i must not give up.Always try & try until i succeed..Ah,anw yesterday i coincidently met An.Long tyme no see my bro.A fwen tat used to know almost all my problems during secondary skool..Really mish e tymes.

2007-06-12T13:00:00.000+08:00

Itu adalah satu kesilapan yng aku dah uat suatu ketike dahulu..I shouldnt feel tat way at tat point of tyme.I should tink wats is going to happen in e future.I have hurt 2 peoples heart.Wat a stupid mistake i made lastyme.They shldnt deserve tat.If i would haf e chance to turn back tyme..I would control my feelingz and i wouldnt hurt u baby..And i wouldnt lose a true fwen too..Haiz...But its over.I haf to get over it.Life still go on..

2007-06-12T12:03:00.000+08:00

Well2...juz come back from my prac..And im so damn upset coz juz now my lane change really suckz...Im worried abt my tp..Its this Friday..Talk to everyone tat i noe..Express my feelings and my worries to tem..I ate chocolate to relief my stress..Luckily,i express wat i worried abt to cyng & Nan.They gif me positive answers..I hope i will make it this Friday..Do pray for me ya..

2007-06-11T12:45:00.000+08:00

::Love Them Lotz::

2007-06-11T12:25:00.001+08:00

2007-06-10T18:51:00.000+08:00

It has been 10 years me & Nadya being best fwenz...we haf gone tru upz & downz,but still we'r strong enough to hole our friendship..We haf not do our 10 years of friendship celebration yet.Maybe soon...After i start werk..Mayb???Insyallah...

2007-06-03T10:12:00.000+08:00

Well2,yesterday arnd 11 pluz i reached home from kampung only me & adik.My mum & dad,still stay there coz as for today there is not tix to went back home.So yest,i follow my elder bro.I reached home & i was so sick,having flu & bad sore throat & now having phlymn.I had BAD news my KL trip pictures cant be viewed...I also dunt noe why lei..

I juz had a dream tat Cyng is having an affair..not only 1 but 2..Haiz,since den wen i woke up,i feel very uncomfortable & always feel lyke crying.I dunt noe why should i dreamt of these tink of all tinkz...Haiz..

Is it true?Or is it going to happen in the future OR even mayb there r no fate between us.God,plz gif me an answer to all my doubts..

Yesterday,02 June 2007 is our 3rd year anniversary..Msg from cyng..

Cyng->Me :Happy 36th anniversary.I really hope we will always be together..Praying hardtat we wont be seperated...Really lurve u lotz dear..Muackz..

Me-> Cyng :Left a few more mins n tatz e end of 2nd June.So i wanna to be e last of the day n closed e special day properly.dear, i never felt like thiz before.ur so special to me.w/o u in my lyfe lyke there is sometink missingplz,promise me tat we will goes upz & downz together...n dunt ever gif up.luving u always,Mahmud.muackz...

But,thiz is only words tat came out...erm,ever hear the song More Than Word...The phrase"saying tat i love,is not e only words tat i wan to hear from u."Words can be exprez any tyme anywhere but e sincerity & honesty is very important.I really hope tat both me & mahmud will learn from the past.We have gone tru lots of upz & downs..

2007-05-27T12:29:00.001+08:00

I made it...How was it????Nice aite??He2...

2007-05-27T12:24:00.000+08:00

At last,i changed my hp.I bought the same hp as my baby.He2..I have not update abt my KL trip aite..Haiyo..Im so bored lei at home.No planz!!!Argh...

2007-05-22T21:45:00.000+08:00

The Things That I Bought..Total Up What I haf Spent..Yeah,all e things below i bought it at at Petaling Street & Masjid India.I can go MAD u noe wif all e stuff there.Althought its not original but i dunt gif it a damn.As long its nice,can last long & most important its so CHEAP!!!!

Now,I should total up..Lesportsac Bag(RM25)+3 Guess Purse(RM50)+Handmade Bag(RM12)+2 Butterfly Brooch(RM5)+Guess Watch(RM15)+2 T-shirt(RM30)=RM147..Arnd s$70..and i can get LOTS of stuff...Ok,after thiz i shall update abt our entertaiment at there ya..

2007-05-22T21:25:00.000+08:00

Well2,yesterday i juz arrived Sg.Im so damn damn tired.I haf not enough sleep BUT i do haf more than enough meals!!Damn it,the food there is so delicious,YUMMY2X!!!One of the restaurant we went was Tarbush Restaurant located near our hotel.Its along Bukit Bintang Road & in front of the restaurant is a Planet Hollywood Building.Wakhaha!!!We went to tiz restaurant arnd 11 pluz and tat is our first meal went we reached Kuala Lumpur...K,i will slowly update abt my holiday..Not in one go i guess..

2007-05-03T16:55:00.000+08:00

Today wake up at 6a.m.Pray den prepare to get ready to mit Cayang near Queensway Shopping Centre.Im accompaning him to do his endoscopy check @ Alexandra Hosp.

Tank god!!Everytink is normal.But he has to come back in 2 wks tyme.1 day b4 going to KL..

We had our breakfast at Mac.Woohoo,im damn full.

After tat we head back to AMK to watch movie.Act cayang want to watch "Jangan Pandang Belakang."But it was too late,so we decided to watch Spiderman 3.Its a great movie ya.U guys should watch it ya..Its a bit long hrs,but its worth it...!!!

P/s : Cayang dunt be so stress up abt yesterday.No matter wat,i will always be beside u.Truthfully,im so so sad wen u told me abt the story.

2007-04-29T13:58:00.000+08:00

Yeah...Wat a day yesterday???Cayang suprised me...We planned to mit..But dun noe where to go to..So we decided juz to chill & he told me he's not bringing his fwen car.Erm,im alrite wif it,i dunt force him either.He said he will mitting me under my block den after that we will be heading back to his home.But i said its better for me to mit him at amk,coz there's no nid to do double werk.He insist he said nvm,he will fetch me under my block.

He reached earlier den i expected..Wen i went outz i called him asking where he is..He hide behind one of the pillar.

The suprise is that he bring his fwen mpv car which is a 7 seater..Wakhahaha.Wat a suprised!!!

But we dunt spent much tyme coz he is not feeling well.Pity him alot lei...

Anw cayang,really appreciate wat u haf done for ya...Tankz alot...Muackz....

2007-04-26T17:47:00.000+08:00

On the 24the May,went back to skool,to settle abt the NYAA tink.Mitting with Mr Johson.After that went to window shop at TM while waiting for Man.

I went back hm and reached hm arnd 4.30 pm.My mum & dad went back to kampung and arrived hm arnd 10 pm.

So i do all the house werk.I waz really tired tat day.Me & dayah took picz.We juz cant stop taking pictures bcoz tat is our hobby..he2...

2007-04-23T10:49:00.000+08:00

Assalammualaikum,

Tiz pic was taken on 20th April.Went out with Dayah to booked our tix to KL.Cant wait to go there enjoy n shop.Tat day i spent $400 on the tix.Including:(Super VIP Coach & The Federal Hotel which is a 4 Star Hotel.)It's juz once in a while aite?

After tat im going to werk2 and werk.No more holiday.No more spending lots of money.He2..

After tat day,i fought with Cayang.he scoulded me for not listening to wat he said.I noe tat i have not been listening..But i do all this is for his happiness & fufill his dreams.

Why do i get the blame that easily?

I do all thuz is for u dear..

I want u to be happy..

Do you apppreciate wat am i doin?

Do you ever tink tat i sacrifice alot for u?

Seriously,i do have a limits..

I dunt noe wen all of this will end...

Anw,now me and him are back to normal.

I really do hope that he appreciate every single tink tat i have done for him.

If not i really cant help it anymore.

I leave the rest on the situation..

But anw,i really love u no matter wat..

Eventhought we'r not together doesnt mean i will easil forget abt you aite..

Love Is Blind!!!

2007-04-16T21:05:00.000+08:00

On 15th April~ Dayah's Bdae,went to the zoo..

To My Twinz Gendudz : Hope u really enjoy the day ya..But frankly,ii is very2 tiring..He2,but,i really enjoy tht tyme..

2007-04-16T20:41:00.000+08:00

?Artificial Cousinz?

2007-04-16T20:22:00.000+08:00

Well,went to Avana's Fashion show on the 14th April.It is held at LooF,juz above MobLiving Building near Ct Hall.At 1st me & Yana waz a bit akward,bcoz most of the ppl there came from a high class ppl.But,we try to get used ouself wif the situation.

We got door gift,mostly its magazines.but really enjoy the tyme wif Yana.Took lots2 of pictures..

Beep me we u haf any event ya!!!Sure i will try to turn up.Hugz U!!

2007-04-12T22:10:00.000+08:00

What a boring day????!!

There's notink for me to do or watch..
Im so damn damn bored u noe!!!

I wanna to do sometink...
Anw,cant wait to go to KL..

Haiz,i dunt noe why.But from evening i felt very uncomfortable.

Sometinks disturb me..

Juz now,waz discusing with cayang abt me wanna werk.
At least if i werk i can earn money & gain extra income.

& e money i can to lots of thingz tat i wanted to do for all thiz tymes..

Erm,haf to tink 1st.
Klah,i tink i going to get ready to watch my fav show.Tat is Prison Break 2.Tat i haf seen it b4 it has shown on tv.But,nvm coz i will never get bored seeing my scandal acting.Wakhaha(perasaan ye aku nie)...Jgn marah cayang...I love u tau,klah..

Update abt me again...Bubyez...

2007-04-10T20:34:00.000+08:00

Assalammaualikum,

Okay,today for the whole day i stayed at home.
As usual my daily routine.And guess what i finish reading my Loved Story Book.The tittle is "Yang Kehilangan."Its about 1 lady & 2 guyz.

I cried while reading the book.
It waz so damn touched,full of sadness & also angriness.

It really gif me an impact.

After all,for all tiz long i do appreciate who ever enter to my lyfe.

Eventhough,the group of people to come for a short period of tyme.But to me i will remember them for a lyfe tyme..Coz i believe watever hapens,it happens for a reason..

I will try to accept if there is anytink happens between me and Mahmud.But touch wood..

I dunt wanna to lose him..
Haiz...

2007-04-09T16:15:00.000+08:00

2007-04-09T15:36:00.000+08:00

Harlow....

Im still having my headache.Its pain keep on occurs at a certain period.

Really cant bear e pain,its kinda of migrane actually.

Erm,today i wake up in the morning,eat my breakfast & get ready to go for my practical.

Todays lesson its Review..I have completed all e required lesson.Now,i only haf to do some revision.Wat i mean more Revision..Coz practice makes perfect aite????

Erm,juz now i asked my instuctor wat im weak of?Den he said is my parking & also footwork,braking & also using the engine brake...

After my lesson i went to POSB to update my book and also enquiry abt my atm card tat always turned to be faulty..And the incharge make me a new brand card..Woohoo...

Seriously, now im having a terrible headache...

Update abt me soon ya...I wanna get some rest 1st...Bubyez...

2007-04-08T22:35:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum,

Yeah,wake up early in e morning finish up my daily routine..My housewerk!

Den help mum wif her cooking..

After tat i mit cayang..Today we played 3 sets of Donkey Cardz Games..

All of the 3 sets,cayang won!!!

Nwm,today his day..Anw,wen i wanna go home,there's a group of malay guyz playing sepak takraw make noise and 1 of then called me by the name of "Az" i ignored them.I really cant tolerate their attitude.

At 1st i ignore..but suddenly sometink strike me? How they know my name?

Coz,as far that i know..i never ever know be fwenz with them..

And....No1 would ever call me by the name of "Az"..Unless that person is very closed to me...

Thats bother me alot..

Im really confuse...

To Cayang : Really enjoy the precious tyme juz now..Tankz for bullying me alot!!!

What have u done today?
* Tickle my feet.(Forcing ur sister to do it but i dunt feel anytink at all!)
* Playing guessing year of My Coins.
* U bully me while playing Donkey.
* U disturb me while i slip.
&&&& many2 more.

Althought u bully me alot,but juz remember 1 tink..I will alwayz LOve U,busyuk,cekidingz,alien,monkey,donkey....Thiz is especially refer to my Mahmud..Bluekz!

2007-04-07T22:29:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum,

Im kinda of tired & im having headache since afternoon..

Im not really sure why??

Erm,juz received my hp bill..Itz over my budget $20 exceeds..

& cayang hp bill also exceeds too..

So i guess i haf to minus up arnd 50 buck from my expenses tat im going to bring to KL.

I calculate altogether,i tink i only got SG$100 to spent.

I dunt tink im going to shopping at there.Maybe jus have some fun..

Going to Times Square & juz follow the rest shop..

Im going to be a survivor..

Eventhought i dunt haf enough money to spent or shop,i still wanted to go,coz after werk starts i dunt noe wen im going to have a holiday with my beloved fwenz..

Shopping can be anytime..Even in sg..But holiday can only be plan once in a blue moon aite..

Klah,now i guess im going to take a rest..

I cant tolerate my headache anymore..

To my Gendudz darlynx: Ur 1 week away to be 20 years old...dah tue!!!hehehe,cyng kau...

2007-04-07T22:25:00.000+08:00

2007-04-07T10:06:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum..
Wat a week..???It has been almost a month im having holiday..
It was so bored..
I wanted to go out every single day..BUT $$$ constrict!!
& i dunt tink cayang wont allow me to go out everyday..

He said u plz stay home & help up ur mum..& LEARN how to cook..
Do some house werk..

Cayang take leave for 4 days.Within that for days i only gonna mit him Sunday,tat is tomorrow.

Cayang also haf an appointment with Alexandra Specialist abt his Stomach pain tat occurs every 3 months..

Doctor's in TTSH & AHS said tat it is juz a stomach virus.I really dunt agree..

Erm,how come it occurs every 3 months..

So,i ask cayng to ask e doctor to gif him an appointment with a specialist..
On 26 April,cayang haf to go for a scope.I tink its a colonoscopy...

Cayang said it might be a possibility he's having a ulcer in his stomach.

I really pray hard to god.That notink bad will happens to him..And also all the person tat i care & lurve the most...

To my twin gendudz: Nanti dpt gaji ke biler2 kuwa atau lepak k darlynx!!!

Im so bored u noe??

And i hope thiz tyme we can really make it to go for holiday ya..

2007-04-05T00:29:00.000+08:00

2007-03-28T18:35:00.000+08:00

Yahoo,yaber-dah-be-dohhh......

I won e bet...Cayang nid to treat me!!

Nadya passed the TP...

Really proud of her...

That waz her 1st attempt some more...

Next is my turn...

Wish me luck...

2007-03-28T11:21:00.000+08:00

Cayang Collectionz..

Im going to be dead if i lost thiz preciouz notes of hiz..

2007-03-28T11:17:00.000+08:00

My Clinical Mates

The Gilerz

2007-03-27T22:06:00.000+08:00

2007-03-27T09:49:00.000+08:00

What a sick day..Woke up at 6,dragging my feet to Polyclinic.Im so damn restless.Cayang call & ask wethear im going to mit him.Im dunt really mind actually.But i cant bare with the bad headache that i had for the past few days.It was so uncomfortable.

Cant wait to recover & ready to go out with my TWINz GendudZ.The onther day is not enough for me to spent tyme with u..I want more lei...???He 2 ...

Now,i nid to plan for my holiday with cyng..He said he wants to got to KL.in e mids May.I dunt noe..??& yest he told he wants to buy a laptop.I dunt know which one he wants..

Hope to see him making up his mind soon.Coz tyme is very preciouz..

Okie,take care to all my darlyx..he2..Muaxz...

2007-03-26T11:28:00.000+08:00

Wonderful Holiday

Wen out with my cayang.Spent tyme with him for the whole day from morning to late evening.

We went to watch The Messenger.The story line is quite interesting. At first i tot the the ghost in story is the bad ones but actually the ghost is the good ones. They ghost tried to sent a msg to the family..

It is very interseting story.The next movie is wen our betting has over.We bet on Nadya's TP.Mahmud says that she is going to fail & while i says Nadya is going to past the TP.We shall see tomorrow.Who ever lose needs to treat for a movie..Anw,Good Luck,Sis..

2007-03-26T11:16:00.001+08:00

2007-03-22T11:10:00.000+08:00

Picz Of This Month,March..

8th Of March 07~Nite Shift

2007-03-22T10:52:00.001+08:00

Itz My Bdae 21 March,Im 20 Yearz Old....Ahackz!!

2007-03-22T09:53:00.000+08:00

16th Of March

Last Day Of Attachment

2007-03-05T09:55:00.000+08:00

Well2,to my twinz gendud..i almost wanna cry reading ur blog..I also dunt noe why my dear...

I do appreciate u in my life.Im always here to share ur happines & sorrows in ur life.Life is not easy..

Dunt take e challenges tat god give us for granted..

Everytinkz happens for a reasons.

In life,not all tinkz u want u will get it..

Sometimes,tinks that u want is the coz of the problems..

Be strong my gurl...

Im always be rite behind you in watever circumstances..

Love u alwayz...Hugz2..

2007-02-26T21:24:00.000+08:00

"More Than Words"

[Verse 1]
Saying I love you
Is not the words I want to hear from you
Its not that I want you not to say
But if you only knew
How easy it would be to show me how you feel

More than words
Is all you have to do to make it real
Then you wouldn't have to say
that you love me, yeah
Cause I'd already know.

[Verse 2]
What would you do (what would you do)
If my heart was torn in two?
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say
If I took those words away
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying I Love You

(just saying I love you, saying I love you)
More than words
(just saying I love you, saying I love you)

[Verse 3]
Now that I've tried to (now that I've tried to)
Talk to you and make you understand
All you have to do is
Close your eyes and just reach out your hand
And touch me
Hold me close don't ever let me go

More than words
Is all I ever needed you to show
Then you wouldn't have to say
That you love me, yeah
Cause I'd already know

(just saying I love you, saying I love you)
More than words
[repeat till fade]

2007-02-26T21:08:00.000+08:00

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2007-02-25T22:01:00.000+08:00

Cool Slideshows

2007-02-25T21:18:00.000+08:00

Went to watch tiz movie with baby & 9 of my fwenz.He2,its a very2 funny movie.After watching,we went to Lucky Plaza to play pool & also arcade.Halfway i felt giddy,maybe bcoz i got caught in the rain juz now..& now i still feels uncomfortable...Haiz,im so tired & tommorow my attachment will be at A&E.Cant imagine hows the condition lyke at there.

2007-02-23T20:26:00.000+08:00

16th Feb 2007~Went to Vivo to watch movie with Yatie,den after that Hafiz join us & accompany him for his dinner..Hope we wldnt break our friendship ya!!Take care FWENZ!!

2007-02-19T10:53:00.000+08:00

Do you realised that i haf not been updating my profile so often.Thiz is bcoz..Im stuck with this Prison Break Episodes.Its was freaking Shiok!!My Twinz Gendudz u should watch it.He2...Erm,abt going out eite??U juz tell me wen & where,den i will arranged it for u.Specially for u darlynx.But must tell me earlier lor.Mish you alot gal..

2007-02-19T10:42:00.000+08:00

Sentosa

Went to sentosa yesterday wif my beloved mum & brother & also my aunt & uncle.

Quite enjoyable.Im able to alight e new monorail to & fro from sentosa.I managed to get a nap too at e Siloso beach.It was so damn hot,i was lyke sun tanning rite there.Now,my skin its a bit darker.Itz okie aite,as long my cyng wldnt run away from me.He2..

2007-02-07T08:57:00.000+08:00

Today i werk in e afternoon shift.I missed my fav series yesterday..E CSI episodes.I fall asleep while playing Sudoku.I was addicted to it eversince almost of my clinical mates asked me to try to play it.

It has been wks i haf last upadated my blog.I was so damn busy with my life.

Baby,has start his practical lesson.I haf to wait for my TP tat is on 15 June.Its a long way to go.

Sometimes, im a bit upset with baby's treat towards me.He sometimes dunt even realised tat im his gal.Im not his fwenz anw.

Actually,my night shift is tomorrow but my lecturer change it next month coz of the SIMS training in skool.

Yesterday,i break my temper to 1 of my clinical mates.I haf tried to control it..But it suddenly burst out.Im in a shock & he was too.But seriously i dunt mean to.I try not to throw out my temper tat easily.

& lastly to my twinz gendud,if u read tiz aite,plz2 do come for prom nite..Its my request,coz maybe tat is our last gathering.Tink so..Hehe...

Hope u will considered it ya..Tata..

2007-01-28T21:32:00.000+08:00

Weehee....

Today went to geylang with my dearest mum.I bought 4 blouse..My mum pay all of it..Today dont haf a chance to mit my cyng.I dunt noe wat is he doin,all e tink tat i noe is tat he is watching Prison Break.My weekends goes so fast.Im not in a mood to werk yet.Im still in e weekend mood..

Ya,forget & am too tired to update abt my dayz on tiz wk.Juz wanna say tat i really,mish My Gendud.*U noe i noe*.We wen out on Friday but its not enough coz i haf to go off early to mit cyng.

So sowie gal.Really hope u understand me ya...

Maybe next tyme we can go out & spent long hrs for shopping ya..

Woohoo...

Bubyez..Gd Nit3..

2007-01-28T21:22:00.000+08:00

I haf watch tiz movie yesterday with my darlynx..Erm, ur rite dear...The story its not too exciting.It doesnt haf good story line i guess..

But nvm,at least i can spent tyme with my cyng rite..He2..

Really love you a lotz..

Muackz..

2007-01-20T22:41:00.000+08:00

1 Week Has Past...

Left wif another 8 more wks b4 we ended our attachment.
Cant wait to graduate..

Today,i went to mit baby at ssdc as he has his trial theory test..
After that i accopany back home to sent sometink..

We planned to watched movie but e plan has cancelled bcoz
we'r stuck in e rain at orchard..
from head to toe our clothes & pants r wet..
Its so uncomfartable...

Haiz..I dunt noe how to describe my feeling now..

Baby,is so stress out wif his financial status..
And me???
There's alot i haf been tinking of..

Let me express my feeling abt sometink...
But tiz is juz 1 TiNKZ tat i haf been tinking of from last tyme..

I feel jeolous somekind wen i see any guys alwayz buy sometink for his gf..
I dunt demand tiz neither i want tiz to happen...
But juz wish tat later but not now,its my turn to get all tat stuff..
I pon teringin sey,nak nie semue..

I got feelingz too...
Doesnt mean im quiet abt sometink tat im OK!!
Sometimes i might be hurtut u dunt not it...

I guess i haf help u alot..
I dunt noe wats going to happen in e later yrs..
I dunt noe weather u will appreciate me in ur lyfe or not..
Im not saying u dunt,But heart might change...
Im praying hard tat all those tinks wouldnt happen to me..
Coz i haf enough of suffering from those who doesnt noe how to appreciate me.......

Haiz.....Life Still Go On.....

2007-01-18T10:38:00.000+08:00

- Get Your Own

2007-01-18T10:26:00.000+08:00

- Get Your Own

2007-01-16T22:44:00.000+08:00

Starts Of Attacment
Why the tymes has to go so fast?
1 month holiday is not enough for me..
I dunt feel lyke going to werk now..

Well2,It has been 2 dayz since e start of attachment..
I was feeling so damn tired, for tiz 2 dayz..
Especially, today!!Until ib board the wrong side of train
wen i am going back home lor..
Was so paisey & pissed off..
In train i also fall asleep...

I told my boyfwen abt tiz..
He laugh at me & pity me..
Kind understand him too,coz he is so bz
wif his werk too..
He also was tired..
He reached home & sleep straigh away..

Kinda of mish him!!!

But haf to bear wif it lah..

2007-01-13T21:20:00.001+08:00

2007-01-11T13:48:00.000+08:00

List Of Fwenz

1. Nadya

2. Dayah

3. Yana

4. Syah

5. Nisa

6. Maria

7. Fizah

8. Nana

9. An

10. Din

11. Asri

12. Ariff

13. Fairoz

14. Yusri(wdls)

15. Larissa

16. Amalia

17. Rabaa

18. Aidah

19. Fazli

20. Wan

21. Fitrah

22. Aman

23. Nani

24. Hanis

25. Nitin

26. Isniza

27.Zurena

28.Razif

29. Natalie

30. Yusri(nsg)

31. Fizah(nsg)

32. Marsita

33. Cha

34. Hamizah

35. Irena

36. Sue

37. Zainab

38. Sharon

39. Abu

40. Bob

41. Amira

42. Juliet

43. Aishah

44. Salihin

45. Yanti

46.Nurul

47. Sandy

49. Roshila

50. Diana

51. Fadhila

52. Farhana

53. Farah

54. Adibah

55. Liyana

56. Shahril

57. Shazwana

58. Kelly

59. Bett

60. Indra

61. Rachel

62. Shiamala

63. Mala

64. Seri

65. Hafiz

66. Yati

67. Rahim

68. Zahirah

69. Fasihin

70. Nabilah

71. Sabrina

72. Amin

73. Rani

74. Rebecca

75. Siti

76. Syafiza

77.Marina

Opz,my head is bursting now..Cant take it any more...Sowie Fwenz if i missed out ur names..Didnt mean to..Eventhough ur name is not listed dunt worry ur still MY fwenz..

2007-01-09T18:38:00.000+08:00

~Azah & Mahmud~

2007-01-07T20:43:00.000+08:00

~::FRIENDS FOR LIFE::~

E Buncit & E Gendud

Love U,Gal..

Muackz

2007-01-07T20:32:00.000+08:00

Pweet!!E couples...Dayah & Man looks so loving..As for me & Mahmud we'r still e same.Easy going & he loike to disturb me anywhere & any place.He dunt care at all.But i noe he loves me alot.He is serious about our relationship.Will miss Dayah lotz & Lurve Mahmud Lotz.Muackz2!!!

2007-01-07T20:24:00.000+08:00

Class JR0504F rockz!!At Mizah's wedding place.She's so damn gorgeous.At last she has ended her single lyfe.Wen is my turn?!?He2,i tink not too soon.I wanna enjoy & save up money 1st.Tats my priority.Now,im juz wanna wait for Dayah'z wedding day.Wakhaha,comfirm she will smile from east to west said,'Sharon'.

"Nursing Rockz"

2007-01-07T20:08:00.000+08:00

Baby bought for me tiz Adidas bag.Im so happy.really appreciate it.I loike!!He said there are more to come.Erm,im glad to received sometink coz he seldom bought for me sometink.Seriously im so damn happy.I really love u,baby.I hope tat our relationship will last long baby.Lurve you lotz..

2007-01-04T22:07:00.000+08:00

Woohoo..!Mz Dynamite rockz e chalet.But still we'r not complete..Short of 1.Nana cant make it...So sad..Haiz..Nvm,that day really rockz.There's some pic we took.So tiz r e memoriez..

2007-01-04T22:00:00.000+08:00

02 January 07

2006-12-31T18:24:00.000+08:00

Today is 31st Dec..E end of 2006..

Fought wif Mahmud..Im confused wats our state rite now..
Are we still attached or not..
We talked as per normal..
Im so tired coz e whole nite i cant slip,tinking of so many tinkz..
Haiz..Why do i haf to faced tiz....??
I do lurve him,but i cant take it wen he always said tat i wan e break up..
I promise myself,not to tink abt break up eversince we patch.
I dunt noe...Im really so stressed up..

Mahmud is a nice guy...
I hope 1 day he will noe how my deep my love for him..
& i hope 1 day he will gets a gal tat understands him better..
All my sacrifices for u,i dunt ask for a repay..

2006-12-30T16:21:00.000+08:00

~:: Resolution For 2007::~

Save Money

Enjoy Lyfe To E Fullest

Try Out New Tinkz

Actually,everyday i wake up in e morning i haf daily resolution.So i guess in e yr 2007,i haf lotz & lotz of resolution.

2006-12-30T16:09:00.000+08:00

End Of 2006

Today i went to e doctor.My fever getting worst.E doctor said if im not okay in 2 days tyme i need to go for blood test.Mahmud went to town wif his fwens.I hope he dunt be naughty2.If not....His resolution for 2007,wanted to get Class 3 & 2B.Hope so.I dunt mind he wants to get his license but he must considered his budget too.Whether he has enough money to do all tat.I dunt want he spent lots of money on tat but in e end he has no saving for his own.Then once he gets his license surely he wants to buy a bike rite.Once he buy a bike he surely modified here & there.So all his money will all go to e bike expenses.How about his future??Did he tinks tat.I noe his still young.As a guy marry is not a problem to them at any age they get marry but as for ladies once we haf exceeded 30 plus or so we are so called label "ANDARTU."Im not telling tat i want to get marry asap,but u haf to get wat im trying to said.Its not easy to saved up money sey...

2006-12-28T21:26:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum,

Im still sick..Its getting worst.Eventhough w all of the trouble i still went out.Today i planned to go out with my Nadya.We planned to go town.But she said she changed plans coz im sick.So we decided to go Causeway Point.We juz walk around finding Yana's & Sya's bdae present.At last we found sometink.since yesterday i wanted to find tiz BLACK diamond necklace,but unfortunately cant find 1.So how's my hair.At 1st i was shock sey tat e lady cut my hair lyke tiz.Haiyo.Wen i reached home,i seems nice to me.Erm,Baby still dunt noe tat i cut my hair.He will surely give me (-) commentz..I NOE U NOE lah...He2x.

2006-12-26T17:15:00.000+08:00

I juz wanna be alone....

I haf to decide about my future...

Its always me tat haf been tinking about u...

But do u ever tink about me?

Its not fair...

2006-12-26T17:08:00.000+08:00

Wat a bad day??

For e whole day,its raining non-stop.Im so damn bored..
Mahmud nvr bother to call me or msg me so..
Im so dissapointed..
Eventhough he's bz,at least he can spent his precious mins to msg me or wat...

Plz2...Give me an answer to all my doubts...

2006-12-26T12:40:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum,

Im sick..I got fever...Baby,dunt even msg me asking how am i doing.How long do i haf to bear wif tiz.Im lyke noe ones gurlfwen.Do he care abt me?Do he tink abt me?I dunt noe wat to do anymore..I have almost giving up hope..Tiz really depress me alot dear...

2006-12-24T23:01:00.000+08:00

"I dunt noe why..But i really loves tiz pic."

2006-12-24T22:47:00.000+08:00

Everythings Happens For A Reason

I dunt noe why tiz song kip on repeating in ma mind..

Is it a sign or wat.??Its a malay song tat i used loves it..

It goes lyke tiz..

"Siapa yng ganggu hatimu,siapa yng rampas cintamu..Katakanlah padaku biar ia jelas segalanya..Siapa yng engkau sedang engkau sayang,siapa yng sedang kau buru..Berterus teranglah dari engkau terus menyiksa ku.."

Why!!Oh god,why tiz song kip on playing in my mind..Is there sometink going to happen...I juz hope all my prayers will be answered as soon as possible..

2006-12-24T10:34:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum,

Never got to mit baby for tiz two days.Pity him alot.He keep on complaining tat his tired.But i kip on saying to him to bear with it for juz tiz 2 dayz.He have to work in order to have xtra cash for himself.Ns allowance is not enough.Dear,i tried to understand you.But sometimes im sorry that i have an attitude of self-centered.I only tink abt how i feel.Sometimes i dunt realise it.I noe have a bad attitude tat noone can entertain me except YOU.I really appreciate u in my lyfe dear.Dunt ever leave me eventhough i asked you so...

"U'll always be mine..No matter watever happens.."

(Msg from baby,when we'r on e verge to break-up)

2006-12-23T10:52:00.000+08:00

2006-12-23T10:48:00.000+08:00

2006-12-23T10:18:00.000+08:00

@ Putrajaya(18-20Dec)

A great day at there.

E scenery is very

beautiful..

2006-12-23T10:04:00.001+08:00

AQUARIA KLCC

2006-12-20T23:07:00.000+08:00

Oh my gosh....
At last im finally at home...
Mish my bed very much...

Tats the good news...
The bad news is....

I got an INSECT bite all over me..
It spread to other parts...Including my sensitive area.
Tat is my FACE!!!
Huh?!?

Tomorow ill be updating abt my camp and also my holiday trip to KL..
Coz Im really tired rite now..
Cant wait to slip on my cozy bed...Haiz..

Good Nite Diary...

2006-12-13T16:28:00.000+08:00

Hahaha....

Manage to sell my space for my practical lesson...Alhamdullilah...

I wanna go outz ...

But dunnoe where to go..

He2...

2006-12-13T14:17:00.000+08:00

http://www.myheritage.com

2006-12-12T21:57:00.000+08:00

Mz Dynamite Rockz!!

2006-12-12T21:08:00.000+08:00

Yahoooo!!!

Examz is over..Im so relief at last.Can njoy to e max.
I have STUDY hard rite?And now its time for PLAY hard..
I can sleep peacefully..Going outz w/o any worries..

Today mit cyng.We went out spending tyme together at East side..
Disturb him..I called him "CHIKEDING" meaning very e small size..He cant take it anymore and he disturb me back by calling me "BUNCITZ" meaning flabby tummy.He not only disturb,he also create a song for me..

Ya another 1 more tink.I asked him to sing for me a song coz i wanna post it at my voice mail.He refuses..I beg and beg at last he wants..But it doesnt turn up well..Coz i want him to sing a sendimental song.Instead of singing the song..He sing for me....Guess Wat???

"A...B...C...D...E...F...G...H...I....Etc..How i noe my ABC..Etc??"Hehehe
It was so damn irritating & +++funny...But it really tikle my tummy...Hehehe..So now anyone can hear my voice if u cant get tru me...Wish you luck to hear my dearest sweet voice...

2006-12-09T12:54:00.000+08:00

Study,Study,Study...

That is the only thing that im going to do everyday for the rest of tiz week.

Rather suffer now....

Enjoy later...Rite Dayah???Hehehe

2006-12-09T12:50:00.000+08:00

Can u see,that i have eye backs..Tiz is coz by lotz of studying & insufficient rest lor..

2006-12-09T12:46:00.000+08:00

Best Buddies Ever!!Lurve Her Lotz..

She's lyke another part of me.

2006-12-09T12:31:00.000+08:00

Teambuiding Peepz(06/12/06)

2006-12-06T17:28:00.000+08:00

Harlow2...Juz reach home from skool..Tiz is my WORST week ever.So stress up..Next week is my BIG day..It is my examination week.On Monday is my BH2 & Tuesday is my PCB.Today i got my team buiding session.It was so Fun.But tired.I havent decided to go to e library or not to study.I need to really bucked up lor.Haiyoh...Tats all for now.Mayb will continue at night.

2006-11-30T20:54:00.000+08:00

Mahmud & Azah

02 June 04

2006-11-30T20:52:00.000+08:00

Loving Sandalz

Piss Off

2006-11-30T20:12:00.000+08:00

Haiz...
Why tiz tink should happen to me...??
I cant bear with it anymore..
Or god...
Im feeling lyke crying out loud now!!!
Only u noe how i feel..

I mish Mahmud very much..I plan to mit him today..But wen i reached home..I called him..We talked as per normal.But suddenly sometink struck me wen he said he wants to do some work i asked wat is it??He said he wants to delete sometink in e hp.At tat point of tyme i cant take it anymore...I was so piss off.We haf not been talking to each other for long and yet he still wants to put down e phone..He really doesnt noe how i feel tat tyme..Our communication really badly grade.Not lyke last tyme.In 1 day we can juz only talk to each other twice and e conversation is not until half an hour.Sometimes i do understand...But i cant take it wen sometink lyke tiz occur too often...It really hurts me.I dunt ask for his money i only want his tyme...eventhough we cant mit every single day..atleast we can talk on the phone..tiz we helps to improves or can really release my missess for him..

I dunt tink he understands...
We seldom talk about wats happening in our skol/werk place.
Does he noes how i feel?
Does he noes tat im feeling lonely..
I understand tat u also needs some rest...
I dunt mind if u want to hang out wif ur fwen...
But how abt me??Ur galfwen...
I also need some of ur tyme for E DAY..

2006-11-29T21:25:00.000+08:00

Nothing much to say for today.Coz its very tiring day for me & most of my classmates.We'r tired of waiting for our presentation.Althought our teacher said tat we didnt did good in our project...we accept it.Coz we haf put in our very best effort..Today Mahmud juz cal me wen he reach home & told me he wants to go out.Not even spending 5 mins of his precious tyme asking me how am i doing in skool...or wat ever concern me.Tats really upset me.I really feel kind of lonely,No1 to talk neither noone to share my story of the day with..tats why sometimes i came out to be very moody at tymes..Not becoz im mad at some1 but im juz stress out with my life...

2006-11-27T18:26:00.000+08:00

Today,i was so2 damn tired.My backbone are aching.Its so damn painful..I cant tolerate it.I juz feel lyke lying on the bed for the rest of the day.Maybe its bcoz of yesterday effect..Thiz is the last week of my semester b4 my revision wk and yet i havent start on my revision.I must buck up...Please2 concentrete and endure for thiz 2 more wkz b4 my examz starts..

2006-11-27T18:17:00.000+08:00

Escape Theme Park

2006-11-24T21:51:00.000+08:00

yahooo...i passed my BCLS..1 strez is over.now..i have to concentrate on my examz...i mish my darlynx..

Muaackzzz!!!

Bcls

2006-11-23T21:16:00.000+08:00

woosh..

Wat a fun day.Today im attending i BCLS(Basic Cardiac Life Support)claz.It was so so fun.Thiz is e 1st tyme i dunt feel bored & sleepy.He2.But sometink prop up in the morning tat upset me.~sigh~In e morning, i got some understanding with Mahmud.I dunt gif him a wake up call.I tot he went for werk already coz 1 day b4,he wake up himself w/o asking me to gif wake up cal.So i assume tat he can wake himself up...I was wrong..While im reading some notes in e bus,i received a call from Mahmud's home.I was shocked!In my hear whisper,it couldnt be,he juz woke up.I was rite.His voice dunt seems angry but the way he qustion me as if im at fault.I said to him sowie,but he juz ignored.I was so fed-up w/o realising i raised my voice to him.Den he said sometink & juz hang up e the phone.At tat point i really cant control my tears.It juz automatically roll down my cheekz...Im really upset..But i try to control coz i dunt want my personal problem effect with my studies..

Dear,

I dunt mean to make u angry..

I dunt mean to raise my voice to u either..

But please dear,dunt juz hang up e phone..

& blaming tinkz on me...

Im trying too understand you..

& im hoping tat u will understand me too..

2006-11-22T22:46:00.000+08:00

I'm so damn2 tired..yesterday juz finished my 2.4 km run...Now,i suffered from body ache.Especially my side abdomen there.Juz now in skol my claz practice the CPR practical.It was so tough.As for me it is very difficult for me to do compression.i had noe strenght at all...Wen i wen home,my hands & armz are aching...It was so pain fun!!!Argh,I hope tomorrow & Friday BCLS will be fine..

2006-11-19T21:33:00.000+08:00

I may look OK.But seriously deep in my heart only god noes it.Haiz,i juz read Mahmud'z testi at friendster.
I dunt mind he wants to make fwens.But when some1 esp gal gave him a testi.I felt very strange.Coz the testi seems to be very touching or can say chicky.He ever told me tat he dont even expect the kind testi & maybe the person attitude is lyke tat.
In my mind i keep on thinking that..its impossible all the galz lyke that..There's sometink suspicious..

Plz Dear..
I dunt want any problemz lyke last tyme..
I had enough of going so much pain before..
I cant bear it for another 1 more tyme..
Its so painful dear...